fragile friendship

It makes me wonder, is friendship that fragile, breakable? This past few weeks, something had happened to me and some people, and it has changed my perspective on friendship, and yes I am less gullible about it. Who knew just because of a few petty and trivial things, friendship can easily break like that? I should take note in my head : friendship is more fragile than you think, people change . I don't want to elaborate or even tell my side of the story, even though I'm dying to do that but.. I think it is better to keep quiet about this, and just let things past you know? At first, I was in denial about this, feeling hopeful that there will be a reconciliation between us, all of us.. but judging from the looks of it now.. it's quite impossible.. sitting alone, while listening to L'amour and reflecting on this, I found it quite tragic, such beautiful friendships, such a bond, yet it's destroyed just like that.. Deep inside me, I hope that things are going back to normal, we'll cry and laugh about this, we vow to try our best to never let this happen again, the friendships are going to be stronger than ever and all of this are just a tragic nightmare.. but then again, reality doesn't work like that does it?

Le toi du moi

So right now I'm doing my folio, listening to music, goofing off and trying to figure out what I'll present for ULBS. Yes, I've a boring and dull life. Deal with it, and oh I'm thinking of doing my ULBS with the title 'music and me' or any other crap or benda merepek I can think of, maybe I could do 'My Big and Possibly Unfulfilled Dreams Because I Need To Be Darn Rich To Make Them Come True' ,meh I don't know.. maybe I think of it tomorrow, I want to do this ULBS thing as soon as possible because I want to get this over with, like seriously.. Oh ya, I just found this beautiful song yesterday. I don't understand a word she said, but nonetheless I found it breathtakingly beautiful and simple and oh yeah, she's the first lady of French.

Start afresh

So, I make a new blog, and hopefully this one will last and I won't delete it like the previous blogs. I realised that blog can be a good way for me to express myself and for me to look back at things when I was younger.