Saturday, 31 December 2011

my crappy resolutions for 2012



It's the new year! and yeah , that's it I guess. As I get older, my excitement and anticipation for new year has been decreased due to some reasons. One of them is because, well I don't know, it's just like any other day except it marks the first day of a new year. Okay, I think I've rambled a bit. Anyway, perhaps to follow the tradition of making resolution every new year, I'll be making a list of resolutions that most probably will just remains resolutions but hey, it's the thought that count! But first I would like to summarise what 2011 was like, *inhales* well, 2011 was.. a year full of experiences , dramas , laughter , tears , life lessons, the a-ha moments and well.. craps but hey those craps were just tests from the Almighty God to test me and to wash all my sins away,Narated By Abu Said Al-Khudri and Abu Huraira: The Prophet said, "No fatigue, nor disease, nor sorrow, nor sadness, nor hurt, nor distress befalls a Muslim, even if it were the prick he receives from a thorn, but that Allah expiates some of his sins for that." (Sahih Bukhari Vol 7, Book 70, #545)  I realised that those tests that God send to me were just signs that He loves me and perhaps to make me be stronger than I ever am and even to make me realised that I am far stronger than I ever thought, I am not so sure but I think those are the reasons but then again, Allah is the All-Knowing so He must have reasons on His own. Of course God does not test us with trials and misfortune' On no soul doth Allah Place a burden greater than it can bear [Quran 2:286]' Okay, now that I somehow summarise 2011, let proceed my meticulous and maybe a bit far fetched plans and resolutions for 2012!


RESOLUTIONS 2012 (That would most probably only left as that..just resolutions)
1) MUST PROCRASTINATE LESS OR STOP PROCRASTINATION ALL TOGETHER BECAUSE THIS YEAR YOU'RE HAVING SPM DAMMIT
2)STUDY EVERYDAY BECAUSE IT'LL DO YOU GOOD SO YOU COULD STOP HYPERVENTILATING IN ALMOST EVERY EXAMS 
3)BE TOUGH , DON'T LET THEM SEE YOU'RE WEAK, IF YOU CAN'T BE TOUGH, JUST ACT LIKE YOU DO
4)BE A BETTER MUSLIM, MUST LEARN TO LOVE GOD MORE
5) FROM NOW ON, DO THINGS FOR YOURSELF AND GOD, YOU'LL NOT BE DISSAPOINTED THAT WAY
6)BE ACTIVE IN CO-CURRICULUM, YOU REALLY NEED TO BEEF UP YOUR THIN CO-CURRICULUM RESUME
7) BE NICE TO EVERYONE

fangirling over dear yayah

Oh I wanted to include an exciting news, fortunately and thankfully, FARIHAH ISKANDAR IS CURRENTLY WRITING DEAR YAYAH 6!!! *insert fangirl squeals* oh my, I thought she was going to put an end in Dear Yayah, but I was proven wrong, you don't know how elated I am when I read some excerpts of Dear Yayah 6, reading an UNEDITED VERSION of a chapter in Dear Yayah in her blog, oh my, I was just checking Farihah Iskandar's blog just for fun and then I've found this: Satu Babak Dear Yayah 6 III , at first when I knew this ( I can be considered as a bad fan because I noticed this a few days ago, tssk) I was dancing while telling my mom about it


I just.. I WANT DEAR YAYAH TO CONTINUE UNTIL JIHAN AND HAZMAN GET MARRIED AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. There I said it, my inner fangirl has been unleashed and I, Najwa Wira will use this post efficiently to express my fangirlism and my love for a bunch of fictional characters that I've known ever since I was 11 and will continue to love them until my face is all pruny and wrinkly and .. and.. I will make all 'Dear Yayah' books that I could find and buy into my prized possessions! My children will inherited those books from me and then I would pass it down to my grandchildren and then they will pass it down to their children and let the 'chains of passing' begin!


Oh and while I was lurking in her blog I've found this Nama diary mereka Dear Yayah? , I found it quite heartening and somewhat cute to found out that Farihah Iskandar searched 'Dear Yayah' in google, I was feeling a little smug or bangga and a little bit joyful when I read   'Banyak blog yang membuat liputan tentang Dear Yayah. Ada yang menceritakan, ada yang memberi pendapat masing-masing. '  as I was one of those people that make review, scratch that fangirl over 'Dear Yayah' but it then dawned on me... she could've read my post, oh my god the possibilities! If and only If she read it, I wonder what she thought of my post? Is it good? Or is it a bit too fangirlish? 

Some people might think it's weird to be a fangirl of a book series and it's not as famous as Harry Potter or even Aku Mahu Popular  but for me, I'm happy to be a  Dear Yayah fangirl , because Dear Yayah is the only book series that I could relate with and emotionally attached with, I don't mind if it's not hugely popular, no not at all because what matter the most is how important this book series is to me and oh last but not least all I wanted to say is 

Saturday, 10 December 2011

My Dear Yayah

You know you've read a good book when you turn the last page and feel a little as if you have lost a friend.  ~Paul Sweeney


One of the novels ,or should I call it light novels(?) that is dear to my heart is 'Dear Yayah' ,a light, witty, heart-warming and hillarious story about Jihan and her friends, she writes everything that had happened to her in her beloved diary that she called 'Yayah' hence the title 'Dear Yayah', I stumbled upon this book in a book fair in Ipoh, I chose this book in a whim based on the synopsis,and I thought 'This seems interesting' , and I am glad I've chose this book as I turned the pages and laughed loudly, I repeat laughed and not just chuckled like I always do when I read a book, Jihan and her best friend Suria crazy antics, minds, personalities just tickle my funny bones without fail. I think because of it's popularity, the writer decided to continue with the book and make it a series which I, the ever devoted fan, bought almost all of it except for one book, 'Dear Yayah 3' , but unfortunately, I haven't found any of those books except for 'Sejuknya Eau Claire' and 'Dear Yayah 4', *sigh me and my careless way, anyway, I am eager and hopeful to buy the compilation of those books! Hopefully I would find this book in the nearest Popular bookstore.

This one thick book compiled all the 'Dear Yayah' series from the first to the fifth books (insert fangirl squeals)
, I wanted to buy this book because I would like to bring this book everywhere I go especially when I'm far from home or when I'm studying (hopefully) abroad, I'm not sure why but I just really feel like carrying this book around (regardless of how thick,big and heavy it is) around, Markus Zusak is right when he said, "Sometimes you read a book so special that you want to carry it around with you for months after you’ve finished just to stay near it." I just want to be near it because I cherished it so much and perhaps if I've children on my own I would like to pass this book to them, and tell them how emotionally attached I am with this book

I would really like to take a trip down memory lane, from reading the first book, remembering when I first fell in love with the characters especially the dear Jihan and Suria, laughing all those funny jokes and the duo antics, feeling an attachment to all of them and as crazy as it sounds love all of them (especially Jihan and Suria) like a real person and whenever I would miss those moments or just miss them, I could just flip to the first page,read the first word and read it until the very end, truth be told,these books are the only books I am emotionally attached with and by that I mean, I am so attached with the characters until I am always eager (ok maybe not that eager) to wait for the next book because deep down I couldn't face the fact that sooner or later the writer (the awesome Farihah Iskandar) would stop writing it and proceed with another project,it's been a while since she wrote 'Dear Yayah' in novel form and focuses more on the 'Dear Yayah' comics, oh well it's better than nothing. I couldn't face the fact that Jihan, Suria, Hazman, Khairi are just fictional characters for I've just love them too much, you know how the Potterheads feel with Harry,Ron and Hermione? Yeah, that's how I feel with Jihan and the gang. I've known them ever since I was 10/11, so I practically grew up with these books. As I'm writing this I am getting a teensy bit emotional because of how much love I've for these fictional characters that I've considered friend and I am writing this while listening to 'A thousand years- Christina Perri' so that explains a bit. I don't think I can find words that could describe this 'concoction' of emotions I am feeling right now


I guess it is true, once you finished a good book series, you felt wistful and a little lost and empty inside because you're so attached to the characters that you've considered them as your friends, you laughed with them, you shared their sadness, you sympathetised  and emphatised with their problem, you felt protective over them, you scowled and resented the enemies and you grew mushy and giddy when you read their love stories and sometimes it's heartbreaking just to even think about the fact that this series would end. I'm going to console myself and being realistic about it that every book or series is going to end and when the time comes and the great Farihah Iskandar decided to put a permanent end to these books and it's other spin offs (Hi, Suria!) and Dear Yayah comics ,when that day comes..I'm going to cry my eyes out because I could never read the continuation and other stories about my beloved Jihan and Suria again..
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david tennant crying
but then again R.D Cumming once said , 'A good book has no ending.' or in this case, 'a good book series has no ending'. And oh, I've loved you for a thousand years and I love you for a thousand more my Jihan, Suria, Hazman and Khairi.