I hate it when I get a writer's block and I end up staring blankly at my computer screen, thinking hard on what suitable or witty remarks I could type on my blog and in the end I deleted all the entries or let those posts accumulated in my blog, and then whenever I write I would usually be this obsessive, perfectionist girl who meticulously plan her writing which can sometimes leave me exhausted. I really need to stop being all worked up about writing a blog. I mean blog supposed to be a place to rant, vent, muse, not a thesis or an essay that's going to be marked by an examiner. Let loose Najwa! The problem with me is that sometimes I cannot even expressed my ideas in writing form due to lack of vocabulary and my inability to elaborate it eloquently...My brain as usual, during an unlikely time it would said 'oh my god, I got this awesome idea! We're so gonna write (insert some awesome ideas here)' and then when I'm front of the computer , my brain suddenly freezes and then the stare-blankly-at-a-blank-post begins.
And what's with me suddenly having a flood of inspirations (is this a right expression? I don't even know) at an unexpected or unlikely time, like during midnight, when I'm taking a shower, when I'm studying and even when I'm eating, seriously brain seriously? I cannot even..
So in the end, I creep back to my bed and sink into frustration as I cannot even finish a post because all those ideas that's been in your mind suddenly vanished and all I could do is blankly staring at the computer screen or sleep instead. Instead of trying to finish the post I earlier wrote I decided to rant about my writer's block instead because writer's block ruin my life. Curse you writer's block!
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