Next year I'm in 5sc2 baby

*this post is gonna be a long, boring, redundant, lack of witty remarks. Oh look a few gifs and pics to lighten up this post!
The result was out and as expected I'm in 5sc2, initially and obviously I was a teensy bit dissapointed but yeah based from my results I already figured that out but wouldn't it miraculous that I made into 5sc1 no? Anyway I figured that by writing this post it could make me contemplate on things, praying for some things, what are my goals in 5sc2..... and other boring ,I-can-make-people-fall-asleep stuffs. Okay so first let's rewind back to Wednesday, the day I knew my result. As I was busy scrolling and stalking people  on my facebook, I noticed that Artiqha, my friend and my future classmate asked me my I.C. no, before I gave it to her I was a bit suspicious and then it hit me, oh my god THE RESULT IS OUT

I , the awkward Najwa as fast as lightning, as fast as the Flash browse the SAPS (or is it SAP?) website, entered my IC no and then clicked 'Peperiksaan Akhir Tahun' and then DUN DUN DUN my slip keputusan, I checked my kedudukan tingkatan and it turned out I'm in the 55th place.. dang, I was a bit dissapointed, still am actually but yeah, I just sat there like


So I got back to Facebook and gave my I.C. no to Atiqha and we exchanged our I.C. no. so we could compare our result. My result wasn't that excellent or attention worthy but it was good and showing a significant improvement . I lied, it only show a slight improvement. Moving on, it turned out that Artiqha and I are going to be classmates and I think maybe Anis would join us as well. The 4 geniuses (Aida, Sarah, Nadhi, Najla) are in 5sc1 so congrats to them! So as I struggling to compose my random and chaotic thoughts into words, I decided that I would like to contemplate and plan what I would like to do next year, in 5sc2 to be exact and also a few things I would like to hope for.

You know those sayings 'There's a bright side in everything' and 'There's a ray of hope' and all that stuff? Yeah I'm clinging on that and I put almost all my faith that next year gonna turn out okay. I'm going to look this in a more positive light and stop fretting or feel sorry for myself , so here's a list I would like to accomplish in 5sc2
Le List Of What I Want To Accomplish In 5sc2 (and the logics and reasons behind those goals)
1) Be in top 10 in class (less competitions, gonna be more kiasu next year, less competitions... to show that I can do it) 
2) Mingle with other classmates and socialise more ( I need to brush up my socialising skills and things can get lonely sometimes)
I seriously need to stop acting like this with my classmates 

3) Stop caring about insignificant things and stop being damn sensitive and live by the motto below(because I end up looking foolish and weak)

5) Focus on the teacher when he/she teaches and studying too (could cut time revising by focusing on the teacher and SPM next year)

'Your words are fascinating my teachers'
6) Cut down the procrastination ( it will only lead you to the dark side Najwa)
So there you go, those short list of things I would like to accomplish in 5sc2, pretty simple but nonetheless vital for me if I want to get admission in UM or gain a scholarship and to be more.. happier I guess. Oh yeah there's only one or two things I hope and pray would not gonna happen next year.
1) Being in the same class with annoying people or the people/person I despise, next year I don't want turn around and see them and be like (since words cannot describe the horror I feel, I let the gifs explains it)